From thy ashes

 I think every human is a phoenix. We fight our battles everyday, sometimes we win , sometimes we lose. We die everyday just to be reborn from the ashes of our hope, love, hardwork and dreams. He wake up and then we dream again we hope for love and we work hard to achieve our dreams, knowing we might fail again. 

Just like that today i woke up at the morning, hoping this day will be better. I woke up and brushed my teeth scrolled through insta gram and ignoring the empty vision of my house, thinking "The most iconic irony is that, the only place that supposed to comfort our agonies is the most agonizing place for me. When I'm alone I miss those two person I call parents but the very moment they come in front of me my agonizing life becomes more agonizing." I shook my head to get out of this thought, then I made myself a cup of coffee and with that I listened to a audiobook, my only way of escaping my harsh reality. I spend my whole day doing this and that. 6:30 pm. My parents came home from work, I knew something is going to happen so I stayed silent but still couldn't stop it to happen. My mother snatched away every drop of peace from my mind through her words, anger rushed through me. I can't count how many things I prepared myself to say but I didn't how many cuts I wanted to place upon my body but I didn't. I burnt and i burnt in my own fire , and i turned into ashes, ashes of love and hope. Then I emerged from those ashes. 

To all of those phoenixes out there struggling with there lives, i hope you find happiness in your everyday reincarnation. 

            

                                           Love phoenix.